I don't feel there is any hope that I

[Frasier Balzov]

5. You've got the blues.

Think of living as a job.

The humiliation and shame you feel are the raw material for a process which it's your obligation to perform.

Nobody else can perform this duty.

Your job is to absorb it, dissipate it, and transform it into harmless quiet and marginal positivity.

All of existence everywhere is counting on you to do your part.