I live in a messy apt [View all]
The leasing agency is doing a walk thru Monday. Rent increased $100/mo..i do my best. My mental health is not good. Our last apt was roomy and gorgeous. This one is cramped, dark, overlooks a strip mall back...not conducive to happiness. Its not a hoarding situation. No bugs. Just unopened boxes no storage, mr x is messy, dust spews from the vents. I'll dust and a layer of new dust starts forming immediately. Its overwhelming.
I try to keep up. Papers are everywhere. I swiffer. Have carpet atea rug cleaned. Gets dirty right away. I was just on the floor, scrubbing it. I'm dizzy and seeing lights. Theres so much shit everywhere I can't even bring in a cleaner wo major work. The walls are grungy bc mr x holds himself up against them when he walks. There are coffee? Stains on the wall. Its embarassing. I don't know how things got this way
I'm defeated. Hopefully we pass muster Monday
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