Serious anxiety this morning.

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17. Thank you!

I decided to stop by the emergency vehicle on my way out. The guy came out and looked at my arm, said it looked fine, my color was good, and I should just keep an eye out until about 3:30. He was very comforting.

After I got home, I got an email with a link to schedule the 2nd shot. I'm scheduled for April 10 already at the same place. So the anxiety of having to travel and/or find a place I'm not familiar with won't be there. And since I've been through it all once, I guess I'll be fine the second time around.

The thought of doing it is worse than actually doing it. Keep that in mind. I barely felt the jab and everything else was about my anxiety. If I'd have been braver, I would have honked my horn and let the emergency guy come over and check me sooner. He was very nice and understanding and I now know that he wouldn't have minded coming over to check on me.

Also, I just found out this morning that I could schedule my first shot. I was going to wait until this afternoon, but decided to just make the first appointment available so I wouldn't have to worry about it all morning long. The less time you have to think about it, the better.